Its getting tighter.

Yes I  sound like I am complaining and stuff like that. Most things I do find an irony. So much so that things don’t much brighter even if you have a job to do. Which in pleasing everyone which I had only one proposition which is to do what I can and do it as well as I can. Which in the process trying move away from the showy statues of work / showing face – cause you have too!!! To that much extend of trying to do what is needed is overlooked by others too. For I am the lowest in rank in the office. Which I don’t mind but due to my IQ  or Intelligence. 

Now that my superior is now trying to pin me to the wall for work ethics and like do it once do it good concepts which usually fails in the end, because of human error which is like 10 to 20 percent of time. Which I still think is common. unless you are that human that has major excellent job skills and work life management skill and the health to cover everything at one go. Points taken to most things done in real excellence in life.  For whichever thing I am doing I am learning from some of the best in life skills and work life skills. I do find that most thing are for show and useless. Taken in a Christian sense. We still live for ourselves and most most things count when they don’t. Like hard truths.

Why I typed was this was because I now had to go through bullshit scolding for nothing. Finding even if you were “Christian” we all are still as selfish as ever. Of course one thing was to prove my worth in the company. The other is to maintain it year by year. And I am guessing being assertive is to take command like the way my boss told me to my face. Don’t waste time, make movements go right. I really wish it was that easy just to rush us with a loaded gun to our backs. The critical mindset of things to come has made some things impossible. Like paper work. BACK LOGGED too. 
 
As much as I only know this much for my job i Pray for more strength and wisdom and guidance and dependency on GOD!!!  For only God know why we are treated in ways I never understood. And yes I am typing this during my lunch. 
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