Its hard….

I find things might just get a little a harder when my mentor leaves this current company. In every manner of speaking right now I have no backer but God and God alone. Consider this as a hard stand with people and righteousness as politics calls in for every of ….,. Selfishness! How much more can you and I take to a very big extent of unwanted pain and useless banter. Which does waste time. I pray that in my current situations that everyone progresses in the right manner as christians. But are We doing it right?

A few thing I have learnt from my mentor was to give due respect to leaders and even manage yourself as a person. He has this verse in the bible he always says:
Philippians 4:New King James Version (NKJV)

13 I can do all things through Christ[a] who strengthens me.
– the superman verse. There is no give for weakness /complacency.

I’ll leave you to think for what can be achieved of what we all can be and can become when doing RIGHT! Standing right for me is also hard especially against selfishness. (Unless you have a reason for it!) Then act upon being more like Jesus. Work with long-suffering! I pray that each day that we learn to be more like Jesus and may peace be upon the restless & heavy hearts that are fighting internal wars at the work, inviting God’s presence into your workplace. AMEN!


The joy of small.

The joy of small.

I Love it when I down size my room in many different ways in creating more space for relaxation and lesser hassle to clean. The things I see now like having game console and books to bicycles and other equipment in the house. Do we ever use it to it full potential? 

Just a thought about how much we all waste in life with our money too which I am trying to learn how to PIE out my cash flow too. Here is an article about downsizing in simple method of giving things away you really don’t need. Which I know will help you better live without clutter! 


Whats in my room list!

1. 42 inch tv – Used

2. PS3 – Used

3. Road bicycle – Semi daily rides!

4. Drumstick and practice – Used

5. HP laptop – Used

6. Mac Power-book – Used

7. Samsung tab – Used

8. Books – Downsized from 400++ to a nibble 100+

9. DVD/blueray’s/cd/others cds – Plastic cases should to a plastic recycler. DVD & cd in a pocket folder. 

Few other I things you might use more often then not……………

Some interesting reads!

Brains and more then brains! Things we think we can handle but in most times we are over stimulated.

A case of the crazies intended to null you. Both ways taking your time away from God and life itself. So just take some time to think over bearing TV dramas that shape the attitudes and emotions.

Get a book to read and learn more. Or just spend time with God!

Its getting tighter.

Yes I  sound like I am complaining and stuff like that. Most things I do find an irony. So much so that things don’t much brighter even if you have a job to do. Which in pleasing everyone which I had only one proposition which is to do what I can and do it as well as I can. Which in the process trying move away from the showy statues of work / showing face – cause you have too!!! To that much extend of trying to do what is needed is overlooked by others too. For I am the lowest in rank in the office. Which I don’t mind but due to my IQ  or Intelligence. 

Now that my superior is now trying to pin me to the wall for work ethics and like do it once do it good concepts which usually fails in the end, because of human error which is like 10 to 20 percent of time. Which I still think is common. unless you are that human that has major excellent job skills and work life management skill and the health to cover everything at one go. Points taken to most things done in real excellence in life.  For whichever thing I am doing I am learning from some of the best in life skills and work life skills. I do find that most thing are for show and useless. Taken in a Christian sense. We still live for ourselves and most most things count when they don’t. Like hard truths.

Why I typed was this was because I now had to go through bullshit scolding for nothing. Finding even if you were “Christian” we all are still as selfish as ever. Of course one thing was to prove my worth in the company. The other is to maintain it year by year. And I am guessing being assertive is to take command like the way my boss told me to my face. Don’t waste time, make movements go right. I really wish it was that easy just to rush us with a loaded gun to our backs. The critical mindset of things to come has made some things impossible. Like paper work. BACK LOGGED too. 
As much as I only know this much for my job i Pray for more strength and wisdom and guidance and dependency on GOD!!!  For only God know why we are treated in ways I never understood. And yes I am typing this during my lunch. 

Your Life Is Your Canvas. Paint It.

Keep on learning something new everyday. And try harder. It doesn’t take much just a 1 min thought process!

Proverbs Way


  1. You can’t use up creativity. The more you use, the more you have. -Maya Angelou
  2. Creativity is contagious. Pass it on. -Albert Einstein
  3. In the end, your creativity, perhaps even your outrageousness, will determine the final result. -Bobby Flay
  4. An idea not coupled with action will never get any bigger than the braincell it occupied. -Arnold Glasgow
  5. The desire to create is one of the deepest yearnings of the soul. -Dieter F. Uchtdorf
  6. Creativity comes from trust – Trust your instincts and never hope more than you work. -Rita Mae Brown
  7. Creativity is just connecting things. When you ask creative people how they did something, they feel a little guilty because they didn’t really do it, they just saw something. It seemed obvious to them after a while. That’s because they were able to connect experiences they’ve had and synthesize new things. -Steve Jobs
  8. Creativity is allowing yourself to make…

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My Blogging Process

Something to learn more often. Then just typing stuff down.

The Bookshelf of Emily J.

We hear a lot about the writing process, how it’s different for everybody and how it is a process, rather than a magical one-off or a product.  I teach a lot of this in my English 1010 courses, and I’ve also enjoyed reading about it in essays for that course and in literature.  One of my favorite writing process descriptions from literature is in The Woman in White (1859), which itself is a compilation of different narratives and forms of writing that result in a complete story.  One main character, Count Fosco, writes his own confession in a torrent, throwing paper about with noisy delight.  He says, “Habits of literary composition are perfectly familiar to me.  One of the rarest of all the intellectual accomplishments that a man can possess is the grand faculty of arranging his ideas.  Immense privilege!  I possess it.  Do you?” (583).  Fosco recognizes the importance…

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Finally sometime to read other people blog’s and postings. Its an amazement and a joy to find out what the other person think when we are commonly human. I know I should be doing more work but i need to hours to myself to settle my mind. But well, here goes my day. Fighting bigger temptations every inch of the way. Even harder walking the straight and narrow.

Now my life is a ted bit more peace then l when i was in the entertainment industry. As much as my heart and mind find ways to fight pride. I pray for the Lord’s mercy always in what ever I do at work and at play.


“I can’t forgive myself”

Learning it every single time.

when-you-mess-upSome days you are going to mess up.

Big time.

To the point that you won’t be able to look at yourself in the mirror.

To the point that you’ll be walking around with a cloud of disappointment over your head.

To the point that you will wonder if you’ll ever be able to forgive yourself.

You do things you promised yourself you’d never do.

You compromise on your beliefs, in your faith, with your holiness.

You choose to follow your own plans over what God calls you to do.

And in the end you find yourself broken, discouraged, and confused.

Because you disappointed not only yourself once again, but also Jesus.

You’re not the only one who has ever felt that way.

There are many great men from the Bible who have been in the same shoes you may find yourself in today.

And it is by looking into…

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Since I am here!

Since I am here why not log!?

Past few days I feel like I have turned my back on God going back to old habits. But I am trying to stay positive and trying to stick to the straight and narrow road that He has given me. 

Hard enough finding time after signing the contract including the shift of the company. 

Right now my learning statues is …..

1. Trying not to spend to much money on things that are not needed. 

2. Trying to save more. 

3. Applying daily bible read and journaling.

4. Complete a book or books that i need to read. 

5. Sitting down to pray more and and spending time in God presence.

6. Asking for a soundmind from God.

7. Tithing and church building project offering.

8. Concentration at work.

9. Peace and proper rest.

10. Memory training like memorising  bible verses.

11. To plan for future career. 

12. Not to turn back!

13. Start a simple project. 

14. Save up to buy drum set and other drum equipment. 

15. and the list goes on…………….

This is all for now but I pray that the next year I will find joy in everything I do even at work and in service to God in church. Playing drums and singing is all I can do for God.

Thank God for his mercies are new every morning!!!!


No More Comfortable Christianity

A lot of things we are not looking correctly at!

breaking-gods-heartThese last few months have been a bit of a rollercoaster for me emotionally, mentally, and spiritually because of one simple prayer.

A prayer I don’t know why I continually repeat.

A prayer that is constantly on my heart.

“Break my heart for what breaks Yours”.

And God has answered that prayer, because heartbroken  I have been as I have started seeing the world through His eyes.

As I’ve been feeling His hurt and His joy with my own heart.

I’ve been heartbroken by the things I read in the newspaper.

The things I hear about from others.

The things I see on tv.

Stories of a broken world that is so full of evil. Of hardship. Of hurt.

A world that so quickly forgets that there is so much more to life than what is in it. .

A world where people could care less about the One who…

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