Well word can really give you a great perspective in what we do  and majorly in what we say to others. The explanation of the word’s meaning makes it quite ever clear vice versa.

Here it goes:

noun: ultimatum; plural noun: ultimata; plural noun: ultimatums
  • a final demand or statement of terms, the rejection of which will result in retaliation or a breakdown in relations.
    “their employers issued an ultimatum demanding an immediate return to work”

    synonyms;  final offer, final demand, take-it-or-leave-it deal; threat

    “he gave me an ultimatum, basically I pay him by Thursday or he calls the cops”

    Even the meaning in the synonyms was interesting i must say. I really have come to the point where i do need my time alone and its really getting real thin with giving up on dreams and sometimes even God too. But I just can’t give up God at all. I will have to do a sit down with my bosses and manager for a matter of having my month off without pay but still keeping the contact intact. Base line stays and most people would say no way. What i am about to do next will be a right move in the needed rest and recovery. one person in the company has been playing to many games and really fore see that the change will not come. As I have said in my previous postings – self create strive does not make any sense at all when you already a have to baby the clients.


    In end January 2016, I will be setting my lines for myself due to burn out. Right now still running fumes. Which is to re tape the contact from 12 to a 11 months working time frame at this point of have at least a month off in each year.If there is travel by the company I on that month that i am resting on. I will not go even if it is for community projects weather christian or not I really don’t want to care. Working back to back makes it damn dumb till the point of no rest. Physically and mentally. I realized i am a true workaholic. Which has change the perspective of my own personal life even getting married seem like a chore now. Which I don’t even have time for people and even myself. ball is in my court and I am using it before I go mental. O well lets just see what the results will be! This actually is not a threat more of a line drawn for mental health reasons like no able to sleep, burnout as physical work become worst daily, flat foot problems my ankles have give way anyways both of them! hmmmm…………….


Devotion @ and in work and life.

This is really quite interesting. Work life balance has been a problem as a a first world country. Everything is moving so fast that it has no meaning and no value anymore. Everybody wants to have the information right at the their fingertips. Not even that, internally the back at office fighting political wars which don’t even makes sense. Which to me makes more invaluable situation look stupid to a point of no return in person life one bit. I can and would understand if God was refining his vessels. Blind fire from the devil is really useless to make you more tired which amounts to blind firing that takes a whole lot of energy fighting a fire which you know you may not win at all. At the cost of time and energy.

Effect of change was never about us but always about God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Culture is something we will never be able to control, with that said only God’s love should be a culture not force fed into its people create by man as a culture. Keeping a torn around does not help the matter the you still got problematic customers to serve. Strive = Selfishness (I can’t say that loud enough) create by that one person can kills the team for it has no value to the outcome. For the heart is evil.

Day 1 Devo.

I was reading on Bible.com devotinal The lie of Busyness – something interesting. – Pslam 39:6 – We are merely moving shadows, and all our busy rushing ends in nothing. We heap up wealth, not know who will spend it.

My quote of today is “Busyness by itself isn’t wrong, but busyness requires intention. (point to take with intention – an acquired need not want) Pray that God will guard you from ‘pointless busyness‘ and that if you are busy, that you’ll live busy with a purpose.’

I have come to a point where showing face is not a case for work but just to show that man is there when there is no use for it. Showing face has literally no function useless there for a purpose. Breaking out of the old ways cycle of work culture in Singapore is one of them. Picking up selfishness, complacency and ignorance does not help as it does cause stress levels to go up and drives no function whatsoever. I promise myself to see these things through if I really ever become a boss is to have that culture of christ truly centered as a whole life aspect not to hard burn enforced onto people but to teach in love and trust which works.