Finally sometime to read other people blog’s and postings. Its an amazement and a joy to find out what the other person think when we are commonly human. I know I should be doing more work but i need to hours to myself to settle my mind. But well, here goes my day. Fighting bigger temptations every inch of the way. Even harder walking the straight and narrow.

Now my life is a ted bit more peace then l when i was in the entertainment industry. As much as my heart and mind find ways to fight pride. I pray for the Lord’s mercy always in what ever I do at work and at play.



“I can’t forgive myself”

Learning it every single time.

when-you-mess-upSome days you are going to mess up.

Big time.

To the point that you won’t be able to look at yourself in the mirror.

To the point that you’ll be walking around with a cloud of disappointment over your head.

To the point that you will wonder if you’ll ever be able to forgive yourself.

You do things you promised yourself you’d never do.

You compromise on your beliefs, in your faith, with your holiness.

You choose to follow your own plans over what God calls you to do.

And in the end you find yourself broken, discouraged, and confused.

Because you disappointed not only yourself once again, but also Jesus.

You’re not the only one who has ever felt that way.

There are many great men from the Bible who have been in the same shoes you may find yourself in today.

And it is by looking into…

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Since I am here!

Since I am here why not log!?

Past few days I feel like I have turned my back on God going back to old habits. But I am trying to stay positive and trying to stick to the straight and narrow road that He has given me. 

Hard enough finding time after signing the contract including the shift of the company. 

Right now my learning statues is …..

1. Trying not to spend to much money on things that are not needed. 

2. Trying to save more. 

3. Applying daily bible read and journaling.

4. Complete a book or books that i need to read. 

5. Sitting down to pray more and and spending time in God presence.

6. Asking for a soundmind from God.

7. Tithing and church building project offering.

8. Concentration at work.

9. Peace and proper rest.

10. Memory training like memorising  bible verses.

11. To plan for future career. 

12. Not to turn back!

13. Start a simple project. 

14. Save up to buy drum set and other drum equipment. 

15. and the list goes on…………….

This is all for now but I pray that the next year I will find joy in everything I do even at work and in service to God in church. Playing drums and singing is all I can do for God.

Thank God for his mercies are new every morning!!!!


No More Comfortable Christianity

A lot of things we are not looking correctly at!

breaking-gods-heartThese last few months have been a bit of a rollercoaster for me emotionally, mentally, and spiritually because of one simple prayer.

A prayer I don’t know why I continually repeat.

A prayer that is constantly on my heart.

“Break my heart for what breaks Yours”.

And God has answered that prayer, because heartbroken  I have been as I have started seeing the world through His eyes.

As I’ve been feeling His hurt and His joy with my own heart.

I’ve been heartbroken by the things I read in the newspaper.

The things I hear about from others.

The things I see on tv.

Stories of a broken world that is so full of evil. Of hardship. Of hurt.

A world that so quickly forgets that there is so much more to life than what is in it. .

A world where people could care less about the One who…

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